I don't know what you call it. low self esteem or what.

I don't know how to put it in the right words but I'm so self conciouses about myself its stupid.. I need to keep losing weight I've been kind on a plateau lately and not really gaining or losing weight. Honestly what I think if i lost more weight girls would like me more. It's just the way I look at it and I can't change it but force my self to change. with almost any measures needed. fml.